I call today Roller Coaster Day because it is a day of ups and downs for me. For decades, I celebrated May 5 because it was my last chemo day as a child and each year was a year of survival. Then in 2020, another high was include when I earned my doctorate degree, something that had been a huge goal of mine. Unfortunately, May 5, 2020 was also the day I was diagnosed with Mesothelioma. Two ups and one down.
As I sit here today in 2024, I have a lot to celebrate:
- I am 41 years out since my last Wilm's Tumor chemo treatment.
- I am a doctor for the past 4 years.
- I am still alive 4 years after my diagnosis.
- I am feeling the best I have felt in a long time.
- I am surrounded by an amazing mom, loving family, snugly fur babies, and fantastic friends.
- I am part of a great professional network.
- I am an active contributor to my community and my profession.
- I am living every day.
- I am laughing every day, mostly at myself.
- I am looking forward to the future.
For a rare disease, whose survival rate is low, I am kicking its......
While I am battling a lot of different things, I have found a way to balance things in order to ensure I can do the things that are important to me and find ways to have fun.
I truly believe attitude has gotten me to this point. I am a fighter who tries to see the positives and not dwell on the negatives. I believe this is the secret to survival.
To celebrate Roller Coaster Day, mom and I are going to see Steel Magnolias, which I think is fitting because it is a movie that causes a roller coaster of emotions. We have been going to the movies a lot lately, which is a good return to normal. It is the one activity I missed most during the height of the pandemic.
For tonight . . . I'm just sayin' XOXO
Tara, This beautiful short entry on your Blog highlighting a few of your many important moments is wonderful! Your kindness and love of life has touched so many. You continue to be an inspiration to us and others who you have touched !
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I cannot believe how long it has been since we talked or since I have posted on your blog, Tara. Please know how much you still mean to me. I have neglected lots of things including staying in touch with people (except on FB). Isn't that crazy? Bt that is part of my neglect. Paying attention to my phone and getting trapped in negative thinking. And what did I neglect. YOUR BIRTHDAY! Happy, Happy Birthday my FOREVER FRIEND! YOU ARE A TREASURE.
ReplyDeleteBTW: That was from me....Bobbi
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